I know I haven’t written for a long time (3 months to be precise) but I’m back and I have news.
I’ve finally created a self-hosted site called Words by gemm. I published my first post yesterday and I’m really looking forward to continuing my blogging journey on a new site. If you enjoy reading this blog then head on over to my new site and subscribe so you don’t miss out. If you check out my first post be sure to let me know what you think. I’ll be blogging about similar topics that you’ve read on this site but they’ll be a little more polished and I’ll also be sharing a little bit of beauty and fashion too.
Starting afresh is pretty daunting. But I’m learning that sometimes you have to be willing to try something that might not work.
When is the last time you tried something new?
p.s. I might still post here occasionally but for the most part I’ll be on my new site as well as Twitter and Instagram, so join me!
This time last week I was all set to write a farewell post on this blog. I’d gone as far as creating a new account on WordPress with the intentions of starting over completely. However I’ve changed my mind. I’m not ready to give up on this site yet.
Sometimes it is as though I am just going round in circles because I always end up coming to this similar conclusion, that I am just going to stick to my own style of blogging and not try and fit any sort of mould. This is all good and well until I begin to question whether the content I am creating is good enough, if it is something worth sharing.
My mind has been a mix of start over with a brand new blog or just quit blogging altogether. My level of progress has been discouraging at times, making it hard to continue on. Especially when I go online and am surrounded by people who have surpassed me in just a few months or a year. Also, with where I am currently at in my life I’ve realised that blogging doesn’t mean as much to me as it used to. Once upon a time I felt like I needed a blog to be heard and to express myself instead of just doing it in real life. Despite how much blogging has helped (by serving as an outlet) I have come to understand the importance of bringing that aspect of myself offline and allowing people to see that side of me.
The idea to start over was incredibly tempting as it would have given me the chance to do whatever I wanted on a fresh blank state. However, creating a new blog would be the equivalent of running away and people always say that your problems follow you wherever you go. I think I’ve finally realised that if I can’t sort things out here on my current blog, I won’t be able to do it on a new site either.
So, I’ve decided to stick with this blog but I want to push the boat out a little more, steer things in a slightly different direction. I’m somebody that thinks about a lot of different things and I have opinions and thoughts that I’d like to share with you. Perhaps, I haven’t yet had the confidence, to come forth and pour out much of what I’ve had to offer. I think that now, I’m ready.
I’ve realised that I cannot go on like this any more.
Going round and round in circles.
Using people and material things to distract me from myself.
I am not okay.
Hey, so today I have a post unlike anything I’ve done before. I’m going to make it a weekly thing I do every Sunday to give my blog some regularity.
We were in an almost deserted park at dusk.
We began to dance to beautiful music, allowing euphoria to take over.
To the group on the other side of the park watching us, it probably just looked like an array of flailing limbs.
It didn’t matter to us though, as we were wild and free and nothing felt better.
Image via Pinterest
Welcome to ‘Jimi Fuchsia’. I’m Gemela but you can call me Jimi (it’s easier to pronounce).
This is a blog about my life as an old teenager living in England’s wonderful 2nd city. I’ll be posting about my ideas on life, outfits, places I visit, things I’ve learnt and what or who inspires me.
I joined WordPress almost 4 years ago so I’m not a newbie. My goal for this blog is to create a place where I can express myself and you can share your thoughts. What I love about blogging is that you can just come as you are. You could be sharing your fitness journey, outfits or experience of mental health. It doesn’t matter who you are, you have the ability to connect with people and have an effect on them, no matter how small.